We were just talking about things finally taking shape after a few months. We were discussing the formation of a Premier Ladies' team or a C Grade Men's team for the next year.
I was looking forward to have everyone back and start training seriously again. I had the image of everyone pushing hard and having fun. I felt myself getting fitter, moving lighter and getting back to the zone …
11 April 2006, 5 pm
I got a call saying that no one could make it down that night. I trained alone ... I had 2 courts for 2 hours to myself ... How great.
13 April 2006, 9:30 pm
What luck, my most dedicated Saturday squash kaki hurt his leg. It was probably best for him to rest. I messaged the rest ... They could not make it either. Another training session on my own!?
Disappointment and irritation enveloped me.
What a great way to start off the holiday weekend ...
15 April 2006, 12 pm
That negative feeling came back and weighed heavily on the heart ... I felt like going off and take a breather at the beach.
It did not make sense to me. I wondered why they could not play. It just needed 2 hours. It just needed that bit of commitment. It just needed the prioritization. And it is something much more fun, meaningful and can be so energizing.
Well, breathe .... take a deep breath and let it go.
Yup, walk on ...
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